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Worth writting about! [08 Sep 2006|05:56pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

I know I never update. I don't have a computer at
home and I don't like updating at work but I had to this time. I am too freaked out/ excited!!!!!


I AM GOING TO BE AN AUNT!!!!!
I wonder what my parents have to say?!?!?!

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[23 May 2005|01:07pm]
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 70%
Stability |||||||||||||| 53%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 56%
Empathy |||||||||||||||| 63%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 50%
Mystical |||||||||||| 50%
Artistic |||||||||||| 43%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||| 30%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 43%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 50%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||| 56%
Conflict seeking |||||| 23%
Need to dominate |||||||||| 36%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Avoidant |||||| 30%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56%
Wealth |||||||||| 36%
Dependency |||||||||||| 43%
Change averse |||||||||||||| 56%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 50%
Peter pan complex |||||| 30%
Physical security |||||||||||| 50%
Food indulgent |||||||||||| 50%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 43%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 43%
Vanity |||||| 30%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||| 56%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||| 76%
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[12 May 2004|01:03pm]
PEARL JAM LYRICS

""U""

Thought it was easy to fall in love but you, you, you.
You're different this much I know yeah, you, you, you.
It might be your guile. It could be your mind.
It might be the way you take your time.
Oh, you, you, you.

You, it's you. It's you, you, you.
Oh, you. It's you. It's you, you, you.

I never know how much to say with you, you, you.
I like to go deep but is it safe with you, you, you.
It might be your needs. It could be your eyes.
It might be the way you sympathize.
Oh, you, you, you.

You. It's you. It's you, you, you.
Oh, you. It's you. It's you you you

You break laws and pay no fines. You get yours and then get mine.

I don't think it's easy to stay in love.
But you, you, you, you.
But you, yes you. It's you, you, you.
You. it's you. it's you, you, you.
Ah you
It's you.
Ah you, you, you, yes you.
With you, you, you, you ah.
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holy shit I am lazy! [06 May 2004|10:30am]
I really feel the need to update. I have for a while but now it's a must.Im too lazy to do anything....all I want to do it sleep!
Got back from Cuba last week. I went with my class and it was pretty cool. It wasn't the same as if I would of been with my friends ( not that they aren't my friends) but I know that next time I go on vacation I will be wise with who I go with.

I have been having fucked up dreams lately and it is really effecting how I am during the day. Sorry if I am cranky.

I had an interview at Maritime travel yesterday. I feel so weird. Most of my friends are still trying to pull thru high school and I am about to start my career. Maybe I should of takin a year off.

The weekend is just around the corner. I guess there are some people going to the bluff on Friday night. It could be fun but im not sure if I am ready for it yet.Summer is usually pretty intense......who knows what this summer may bring.
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Is my life a movie or something? [09 Mar 2004|07:52am]
I feel like I am in a real life version of Mallrats. I went to the mall last night with Erica (who just got back from Florida with an awesome present for me )and I was totally pumped to go shopping at Bluenotes just we just got a bunch of new stuff this week. I almost made it to the store when we turned the corner and there was David Knutson, Mae, and Mitch Wallace. Way to ruin my night.I feel like Brodie Bruce for god sakes. I felt like the mall is the one place I can go where there is no chance to see him. I mean, he doesn't even live in Moncton! But since he told me that he looks for me when he goes to the mall i feel even worse about seeing him there. It probabaly wouldn't be so bad if he didn't have a girlfriend but I just don't see why he gets to be happy and im alone when he is the asshole.And he knows he's an asshole. I think that calling him as a horrible idea now. He did ask me to stay away because he has a girlfriend and I should respect that even though I don't want to . I know that I have to stop this behavior. Before I know it, it will be summer time and who know what that will have in store.

This weekend was fucked! Laurianne, Christine, and I went to Halifax to see Miaya. We stayed in a hotel and got a 100 dollar charge for smoking in our room. And if that wasn't enough, I got too drunk too fast and got right sick! My first time clubbing in Halifax and I puke in the bar! At least nobody noticed. We picked up a hitch hiker around the NS border. He was a Mount A student from St John's and he looked pretty cool and he turned out to be just annoying. Once we arrived in Halifax he came to the mall with us and expected us to make sure he got to the bar he was going to in one piece. Usually if you are hiking and you get a drive most of the way to your destination, you get out, say thank you and get the hell out of there. This guy wanted to come eat supper with us and go shopping with us. Laurianne, Christine, and I gathered in the washroom to figure out a way to tell him off. Of course Lauri did it no probably!

Im saying that it is about time that I get a new job. I ave 3 that I love but I don't get payed very well and I am tired of them. Before Music World and Shoppers, I never had a job for more than 9 months. Now I've been at Music World for almost 2 years and I m gettin bored. I know that a lot of people think that working in a music store would be the best job in the world and it is great. The only problem is Highfield Square. That place was cool about 40 years ago. Now that Champlain is the place to be, the only people who hang out in HQ are the people that hung out there 40 years ago. Now they are 60 and 70 years old and they don't want to go to the music store. They shop ar the Bay and drink coffee in the food court. If Music World was in Champlain it would be the best job ever. But to have a successful store you need customers.
Shoppers is awesome because of the people I work with. It doesn't really get any better than the SDM crew and if it was up to me I would take them wherever I go. We have the best time together and we all get along so well ( now that a couple of other people are gone....not naming names ) and we are so incredibly different from one another that it makes it even more enjoyable. SDM rules!!!
Bluenotes sucks! I like it there because it is my favorite clothing store and I can get nice stuff cheap. The staff is ok but the management team needs some help. I have never worked in a place that the managers were the one who started all of the conflicts. And now Chelsea Kearns is accusing me of " stealing her job ".......whatever! She stole my man and he she wants she shitty job she can have it because I have 2 better jobs anyways.
I need something new for the summer.It sucks that I still have school all summer so that lowers my options but Parlee Beach is still in the plans. And big plans they are.
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A little about my class at school. [03 Mar 2004|10:01am]
I thought that I would say a little something about the people in my class at Compucollege. Since there isn't that many people in my class it won't be that long.

Christine - She graduated in 2003 from Mathieu Martin and I find it weird that we never met before college. We have lots of mutual friends and she told me that she had seen my before at the beginning of the year. We both started working at Bluenotes around that same time and we tend to stick together a lot at school since we both think that everyone in the school is fucked up!

Ashley - She is the sketchiest person I have ever met in my life. She is from Riverview and looks like Ann of Green Gables. She is always telling stories that don't have any relevence to what we are talking about and I am sure that it is only a matter of time before everyone in my class just tells he off because she is so fucking weird. I try to be nice to her but she is just too fucked for me!

Kelsey - There isn't much to say about Kelsey. She is from Miramichi and she never comes to school. She is really nice and im not sure why she doesn't come but I like when she does. She is a nice person to have around and I would like to get to know her better.

Christin - Riverview Valley girl but I love her anyways. I've hung out with her outside of school a couple of times and she kicks ass! She works at Rogers with Monica and she went to Montreal to work for a while. She seems awesome and she likes Sublime. I know that she will be one of my main Parlee Beach partners this summer!

Brandy - MHS grad of 2002. I remember hearing things about her when I was in school and I heard that she didn't like " people of color" ( like me! ). So when I saw her name on the class list I was a bit scared. I don't even know what that was about because she is right cool. She organized a session at the spa for her, Christine, Christin, and myself for tomorrow but I can't go because im broke. She has a bit of an attitute but it's not a bad one. It's just one that says don't fuck with me and that's always a good thing.

Ann - Last but not least is my teacher.She is too funny. A former nurse who's motto is " marry rich " and that's just what she did. But before she did, she did take nursing and " made a big bag of money " as she would say. Nursing was not making her happy so she took travel which didn't make as much money but she truely enjoyed her job more than when she make " major bucks " doing a job that she hated. Her husband Steve is some important guy who works for Superstore and she has a 4 year old daughter named Jenna who she adores more than anything ( probably because she tryed for 12 years to have her ). She rocks !

Althouh my class is pretty cool, I can't wait for school to be done. Compucollege is the only school that doesn't have a March break or a summer break. I guess leaving at 12 everyday make sup for it though.
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Spring is here again.reproductive glands..... [01 Mar 2004|08:00am]
I feel so stupid. I called David yesterday and he said he was busy ( his girlfriend was there I am assuming ). I thought there might talk to me since he told me last weekend that he still had feelings for me.That situation is too fucked up for me anyways.

This weekend was pretty cool. Friday night I went to a party in Saint Paul ( for those of you who aren't from Moncton, it's about a 45 minute drive ). I got lost AGAIN! It was a pretty good time. Jessica Smith spoke to me for the first time in months. Jenny and Shauna were there but they didn't speak to me. Instead, Jenny just staired at me like a deer in headlights. What a burnout!

Saturday night I went to the O2. That was pretty stupid as usual. There was a Sex Pistols cover band and a Misfits cover band playing at the Manhattin so it wasn't too bad. But then my friend Adam Leger ( the one who took 7.5 years to finish high school ) told me that Mike and Samantha Pavlovszky were having a party. I haven't hung out with Mike and Sam in so long and I was so excited to party with them. So Adam and I took off to the party around 12. When we got there, the little bro ( Steven )had puke all over himself. This kid is like 14 and he is right the little kiddo. But at least he was in his own house and his mom was partying with us. Tyler Delong was there and I felt like a was 14 again because of the crowd. Dominic was even there ( since he lives in Moncton now ). It was awesome. I spent most of the time talking with Sam Matthews and Mike about grunge. Just like the old days!

Yesterday I moved back to my mom's house.
Note: moving sucks ass!
After that, I smoked a joint with Jessica Smith, Jon Wallace, and Tricia Corey. On my way home I called Dave and I felt so bad that I just went home and cryed myself to sleep. When I woke up I called Stephanie since we haven't hung out in ages and we spent the evening doing a shesha at Laurianne's with Christine and Dan. Good times!

Next Saturday Laurianne, Christine, Shane and I are going on a road trip to Halifax to see Miaya. I guess she bought me a shirt at urban outfitters in NY that says " support the arts....sleep with musicians " Apparently she saw it and thought of me?!?!?!? I haven't been to Halifax in so long and going with Laurianne and Christine will be a good time. Now all I need to do is find someone to take part of my shift...hint hint to anyone reading this who works at SHOPPERS!
So, today is the first day of March.You know what that meand...spring is just around that corner. And I made it thru February without wanting to kill myself. I truely hate winter. I thought that everyone hated winter as much as i did until spoke to my father about how i get depressed in the winter. He told me that he loved the winter. Maybe it's my Jamaican side that makes me hate the winter!
Snootchies Bootchies!
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[24 Jan 2004|10:42pm]
[ mood | numb ]

I thought that this would be a good time for my first entry. It's Saturday night and we're just sitting around waiting for the gang to show up.

Pretty baked. Have been all day. Good times. It's been a while since a good party. Our X mas party rocked but other then that......boresville!
Julie just showed up with the guy that Monica wants. Too bad he is a crack head. He's pretty hot though.

Guy situation = fucked
At least there is starting to be a situation. My main concern is getting over the former situation ( David...that fucker ). I am starting to feel better. I don't understand why I care. He caused me more emotional pain than many experience in a lifetime. But I took it. It is over now.

There is a resort town ruining my life. And when I say resort town, don't start thinking of Myrtle beach or West palm Beach......Im talking about Shediac, New Brunswick. The Lobster capital of the world.
Around here it's the place to be in the summer. Pretty nice beach, drunk tourist to meet and awesome parties. But then winter come and it's seems there is nothing better to do than make up shit about me. I am intensily pissed off. People think that I am fucking my best friend ( Joe Wal ) and it's all shit. I would try to defend myself against this shit but there is no point. The people who are saying this shit are useless ( friends of David surprise, surprise )and i know that I didn't fuck Joey. What more is there to say?

I wish the gang would show up. I want to go to sleep at a decent hour ( 12-5 at shopper's tomorrow) and I want to hang out for a while tonight. Julie is here and to tell the truth I wouldn't mind if she left right now.

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